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Nothing you can say
Could take this back to where it was
You just keep asking if it hurts me
When you know it fucking does
I get so invested
I confuse my pain for love
I just keep praying that your learning
But I guess what’s done is done
Can’t go back in time
And I don’t know if I would
Got so used to crying
I forgot about the good
Sometimes my emotions
Make me feel misunderstood
But this time I have no confusion
You don’t treat me how you should
Looked into the eyes
Of my reflection late at night
I apologize
I’ve let you down so many times
I failed to provide
You with protection
I know I
Could never fix it if I tried
But he’s no longer in your life
And I’ll be gone before morning light
Can’t wait ‘til dawn this time
The hurting ends tonight
The sting of tears streaming from my eyes
Nothing can change my mind
Won’t let myself think twice
Before you wake I’ll be out of sight
Can’t stay to see you cry
All that you kept inside
Something euphoric in this twilight
All the control is mine
Can’t wait ‘til dawn this time
(Can’t wait ‘til dawn this time)
I don’t need a reason
At this point I don’t care why
You’re so incapable of love
No matter how damn hard I try
Don’t give me excuses
Nothing left can justify
It doesn’t make a fucking difference
I want what you can’t provide
Looked into the eyes
Of my reflection late at night
I apologize
I’ve let you down so many times
I failed to provide
You with protection
I know I
Could never fix it if I tried
But he’s no longer in your life
And I’ll be gone before morning light
Can’t wait ‘til dawn this time
The hurting ends tonight
(I’m not gonna wait ‘til the morning)
The sting of tears streaming from my eyes
Nothing can change my mind
Won’t let myself think twice
(Not gonna wait ‘til the morning light)
Before you wake I’ll be out of sight
Can’t stay to see you cry
All that you kept inside
(All that you kept inside)
Something euphoric in this twilight
All the control is mine
Can’t wait ‘til dawn this time
(Can’t wait ‘til dawn this time)
Ripped out the IV
This isn’t living
You’ll never save me
(Save me save me)
I’m only moving
Forward so don’t think
I’ll be returning
I find it funny
That you only chase me
When you think I’m leaving
It’s terrifying
That I ever thought you could possibly love me
And I’ll be gone before morning light
Can’t wait ‘til dawn this time
I’ll be gone before morning light
Can’t wait ‘til dawn
(Gone before morning light
Tears streaming from my eyes
Nothing can change my mind)
Something euphoric in this twilight
(Something euphoric in this twilight
All the control is mine
Can’t wait ‘til dawn this time)
Can’t wait ‘til dawn this time
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Lose it All (demo)
02:29
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Hang my legs out the window
Of a twelve story condo
I’m not scared to let go
But I won’t do it alone
Need peace
But I’m not finding it in me
Need release
But I’m stuck in the same routine
So I just keep repeating
Dance
Fuck it up
Suck it down
One more
Don’t
care about
What it means to lose
Lose it all
Another round
Last call
Dance
Fuck it up
Watch me lose it all
Do
what I want
Pass it around
Right now
Dance
Fuck it up
Give me space to
Lose
Lose it all
If I fall
I fall
Dance
Fuck it up
Watch me lose it all
Hang my legs out the window
I look scared but girl you don’t
If you jump
I think you just might float
We need peace
But it’s hard when we’re this lonely
Need release
But we’re stuck in the same routine
So we just keep repeating
Dance
Fuck it up
Suck it down
One more
Don’t
care about
What it means to lose
Lose it all
Another round
Last call
Dance
Fuck it up
Watch me lose it all
Do
what I want
Pass it around
Right now
Dance
Fuck it up
Give me space to
Lose
Lose it all
If I fall
I fall
Dance
Fuck it up
Watch me lose it all
Reaching high
Baby I’m
With you ‘til the after life
You and I
Might just find
Peace within each other’s eyes
You remind
Me of my
Self when I was still a child
See the light
Other side
Girl let’s lose it all tonight
Dance
Fuck it up
Suck it down
One more
Don’t
care about
What it means to lose
Lose it all
Another round
Last call
Dance
Fuck it up
Watch me lose it all
Do
what I want
Pass it around
Right now
Dance
Fuck it up
Give me space to
Lose
Lose it all
If I fall
I fall
Dance
Fuck it up
Watch me lose it all
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